Activity log

11.30-12 wrote blog, felt good to go back to something good
12-1 went to get food for tonights performance. Popped into work - apparently they've had
a flood! It feels like the place falls apart without me, even though I knew there was nothing I could have done anyway. Being in, even just fot a few minutes, made me feel good. I'm in control there.

Fix or replace

It has been a while since i've done my blog. I've just got off the phone with my counseller - yes, after many months of refusing I have finally given into taking a counsellors advice. It was something I was dubious about because of work - work is my happy place, and anything that interfeers with that is not worth mentionomg. I worked a way around it though, and now all of my counselling is phone calls. Which brings me to my main point.

My counsellor suggested creating an activity log, a recording of my time. Right now, I have no idea where all my time seems to go, so it will definitely be good to see. So the next few blogs will be used as that. I've also been given homework - I didn't have the heart to warn her how terrible I am at homework, and how that is the reason I failed university. But, though it defeats the point, proving to her that I can do it will hopefully be enough drive to work - even if I end up doing it at the last minute.

So, 11.30-12 - writing a blog.